I Haven’t Read a Book in 5 Months and I Blame my Anxiety

It's true. Well, almost. I read a collction of quotes by Oscar Wilde while on the train a couple of days ago. And that's it. I follow some people on Youtube that talk about books with passion and love and I haven't been able to read. I'm so out of the loop, I don't know [...]

Hugging

Today my mom hugged me. And not in a congratulatory "Happy Birthday" or "Happy New Year" way. We hadn't hugged like that since that morning in high school, when I basically had a breakdown in the bathroom. This time, we stumbled upon each other in the kitchen and she hugged me. So of course, I've [...]

Tears Streaming Down Your Face

It's definitely back. My issues are back in full swing. I haven't had such bad days in a long time. And the rage. I am angry. All the time. The following may or may not be a few of the reasons. Uni has started and I haven't had the courage to attend any class. Next [...]

It’s back

I am terrified that my "dark times" are coming back. I've been studying to take my exams again and although it is going okay, I have this horrible feeling that what happened last year is going to represent itself on September. I was weak, I cried for everything and going out felt like someone was [...]