I am 20 years old and I do not have a driving licence. In the small town where I live there are no means of transportation than can allow me to go around without a car, so I am basically forced to get it.
I hate it. Totally hate studying for my theory test. I think the questions are stupid an purposefully made to confuse me.
Anyway, I have been trying fo a while to study, but frankly the reason why I seem to be unable to pass the test is that I have terrified of actually driving a car.
I am a pretty paranoid person. Well, no. I am a SUPER paranoid person. And a control freak. So being behind the wheel and driving a car is scaring me to death. I NEED to be in control of what’s happening around me.
My family has been pressuring me to get the licence and the more they ask about it, the more scared I am.
As of now, I’m studying the manual again. Usually I read it, study it then I get to the tests and I CAN’T PASS THEM!!! So obviously I get frustrated and I abandon everything. This defeats my concept:
YOU STUDY => YOU LEARN => YOU PASS YOUR EXAM => YOU GET YOUR LICENCE
But my logic doesn’t seem to work in this situation and it is making me quite frustrated. I am halfway through the book and I have been using a new method of study: flashcards.
I saw it on Grey’s Anatomy and I decided to give it a go. Don’t know if it will work.
The next step: ask my mom to take to the place where I can book the test. Like that is going to be easy!